"We may give our human loves the unconditional allegiance which we owe only to God. Then they become gods: then they become demons. Then they will destroy us, and also destroy themselves. For natural loves that are allowed to become gods do not remain loves. They are still called so, but can become in fact complicated forms of hatred." - CS Lewis
The fire within, another analogy of delving into selfhood, similarity to Life Upside Down existed; itinerant transport around residences posed urgency and anxiety to the nihilistic essence. Comparing to Jacques, one craved to be connected with the world, one chose to be isolated voluntarily