Living in the 'not knowing' / Don't negotiate, just accept the deal. / We can still feel the pleasure of that connection. / We can have the connection that we're hungry for. / I feel like whatever happens is supposed to happen. / - I always envied that the way you're always reaching. - I always envied you didn't have to. / I just needed a push. / He doesn't know you won't get treatment because you love the tragedy. / I want to keep things as normal as possible and you not being here is part of that.