When you close your eyes, close your ears to God's way, you will soon prefer your own ideas to the ideas of God. You come to a stage where your own evil seems to you good and God's good seems to be evil.
We demand a life should have meaning. But life has precisely the meaning that we wish to bestow on it. Life acquires meaning only through love. The more we are capable of love and dedication, the more our lives will be rich with meaning.
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“我的目光从那些德国式的屋顶、房梁和山墙移开明天我就要去爱别的屋檐、别的房子了我是一个游牧人不是农夫我崇拜流浪、变化与幻想不愿将我的爱钉在地球某处我已经浪费了一半的生命就为当一个农民我想成为崭新的存在曾经我既想成为诗人又想成为中产者我为了心中僵化的神明与教条已持戒太久这是我的错误我的苦痛穿越到姓荡游戏NPC多PH镜姬是我对世间疾苦犯下的共罪……我很清楚在以后在道德上我的存在只有这一种可能在一切工作中我首先考虑的是我的文学工作不考虑手头拮据甚至将一切置之度外” “I am an adorer of the unfaithful, the changing, the fantastic.” 散文一般开头的出走又以诗歌的三稿画上结点的一生